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Name: Nikki
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 3/4/1985
Gender: Female
Expertise: hmmm...is there enough room? i'm just such an expert i dont know where to start. but i guess if i have to choose one thing it would have to be procrastinating. definitely have an A in that  .
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
4/23/2003
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| so i know i'm a bit slower than average but i figured out the heating problem at my apt. lindsay likes it above 70 and i personally dont. so insted of making her use 5 million blankets to keep me happy i can just close my vent and be perfect.
man i feel like a horrible roommate sometimes. like when she comes back and cleans like a mad woman and i'm not as motivated. its not that i live in grossness by any means but i am just not as motivated and i feel guilty for that. i'm really blessed to have her here to keep me in line. best roommate ever. i just hope she feels the same about me.
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| i'm pretty proud of myself, guys. i am growing balls! i might have found the chick-fil-a guy that i was in love with AND emailed him too. you tell me your story of courage!! if you can top mine i'll buy you some candy next time i see you. | | |
| sooo i think teaching is my new found major. yup. i'm gonna give it a try. why the hell not :) | | |
| so this is just me venting hardcore about my class.
why did cheryl feel that i was unable to opt out of any of these damn classes?!?!? i am doing things that i did at UNT 2 years ago! as a sophomore! and yeah people always say "at least you will be good at it," or "well you're lucky that u dont have to work at it then." NO. when i did all this stuff the first time i knew i sucked at it and why, oh please tell me why, i want to do it again. i'll draw a 1-point or 2-point persepective any day for anyone buuuuut no damn paper bags or cross contour lines. i did them once and sucked so what would motivate me to do well the 2nd time around? grades? personal gain? use of it later in life? hell no to all 3 of those. the shit they are making me do i honestly have done before and uta is giving me NO sense of wanting to try harder at it by giving me a different flair on it. if anything my teacher is incompetent and has a lack of teaching skill. i know he can probably architect the hell out of something but some people shouldn't be teachers if they can't get their point across. like this man! he sits up there and just rambles (when he can actually get the words out) and explains just about nothing. they tell me to do an assignment w/o really ever explaining it. so i do it and fail b/c i didnt read his mind. i am the kind of person that if you want me to do well you have to push me. i dont respond well (at least school wise) to regression. i see no light at the end of this tunnel and no one is pushing me in the way i need. when i just got my grade back i basically just shut down and really dont give a shit about anything. i have an advising appt with someone from the education dept today and i finally feel like i have a breathe of fresh air. maybe i'll become a teacher or maybe i wont but hell i need something that will challenge me. AND something that is very finite. i am getting really sick of this art shit. i didnt sign up for interior design to draw a fuckin landscape that is made up of a series of lines. i signed up b/c i feel like i am creative in a non-drawing way. again i will draw an interior space for you anyday but we are not doing that in class. i have already had a glimpse of what the actual work as an ID is and i know that this is really just filler shit. well i could continue on for a long long time so if you actually made it this far thanks for allowing me to vent...piece of shit uta... | | |
| Any minute now, my ship is coming in
I’ll keep checking the horizon
And I'll check my machine, there's sure to be that call
It's gonna happen soon, soon, soon
It's just that times are lean
And you say, be still my love
Open up your heart, let the light shine in
Don't you understand
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin
Colin Hay- "Waiting for My Real Life to Begin"
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